How much I miss the old times when we used to webcam everyday.. even when u r back in hk.. When you go out, when you have dinner, when u were talking to ur parents in the living room.. I will be always sitting in front of the webcam waiting for you.. Listening to ur dog bark.. Calling you when u goes to slp.. How much i miss talking to you everyday..

I am so helpless.. I am really so confuse and heartbroken.. My distance from you seems to go further and further all of a sudden..

I really hate the feeling of thinking too much.. I really dun like the feeling of being ignored by you..

If you really duwan talk to me or duwan see me then tell me! You dun have to force yourself! I really dunno wt you are thinking but stop treating me like nth ever happen!

If you tell me wt happen, I wont disturb you again! You dun have to hide anything from me! I am not an item! Dun juz come and go anytime you want!

I really hate the feeling of you being close to me today and suddenly disappear the next day and totally ignore me! What I am afraid is that the next thing I hear is that you were with another guy without me knowing anything!

Stop it! You are the person I care most.. I really duwan you treat me as a punching bag.. You can talk and play with everybody but juz ignore me.. Why is that so?

What are you really thinking!? What is really in ur mind! Dun make me think you are those person I dun expect you to be..

This is not the 1st time.. Please.. Please dun repeat the same thing again.. Please dun do the same thing to me over and over again.. You know how much is my feelings to you.. Dun play with my feelings!

If there is anything happening, juz tell me! Dun always make me think! The more I think, the worst I feel!

I am always happy seeing you and be with you.. Why do you always have to break my heart.. Why do you always have to make me feel worse and worse.. WHY!?

I really miss being with you, msging you, talking to you, playing with you, holding your hands, chatting with you on phone like how we used to be... How I wish I can turn back time.. I really make a big big mistake.. I am an IDIOT!! I dunno how to think but always get angry so easily.. always make you cry.. I am so STUPID!! But now.. everything is so different.. you seems to have no more feeling towards me yet I still miss you so much..

If I really make you feel uncomfortable.. Then I won't disturb you la.. It is always my fault in the first place.. I shuden expect much from you..